arrgh this is my second time reblogging the same thing. n i feel totally annoyed by blogger.com.
(to lee mei n choon mei: the sole 2 ppl who knows the existence of this blog, i would seriously appreciate if u skip this post, coz this post is rather personal, for me n for a fren, that i would not
hope for u both to read this. thankss~)
basically spent whole day doing nothing- 2 hrs of pointless msp in which i m seriously getting fed up n tired on doing it. only bout 30 over respondent n 160 more to go after the hours i had spent doing it. then played some keyboard, lunch b4 spendin my whole evening in pratham, n finaly back to my room 2 sleep.
6.30 was scheduled 2 b the party, but s i need 2 wait for laundry, i went later. besides, i was to have my dinner first- my last 2 packets of indo mee b4 heading there, s the food is definitely insufficient. n i had spent alot of money- card, present, party etc. sigh.. n i m to go mangalore 2moro 4 transformer. i need 2 eat potatoes in d next few weeks alraedy...
the party turned out to b quite successful. miracle did happened n God answered my prayer. no one basically touched on the taboo topic. i had, yesterday nite spent 3 hours msg everyone to request them to avoid sayin things that will make wk n hs awkward- ask both of them take pic together or ask him to help her etc etc. this is supposedly the reason for wk not to go to d party, or to go late. he wouldnt want the gossip to worsen or to make her feel worse. n of coz, s his fren, all i can do is ask every1 else to quiet down on d topic, besides "forcing" him to go.
but now, i wonder if i did not do so, will he still go after all? he said he was supposed to skype n etc etc, but i know he wil be seriously depressed if he didnt go, after all. thus, my constant naggin on him to go. but i had also done the same thing for him 2 come for transformer, n in the end, he still refused to go. oh well, after all, who m i to compare to her? lol.. i m jus a fren after all, while she is his dreamgirl. besides i know that he had spent alot of time n money these few days n he would want to study. of coz i understand all this, which is why i didnt blame him after all, for not going.
but.. i must admit i do feel quite bitter that he is not accompanying the rest of us to go. after all, i would hope that d 6 of us would go together s a group 2 have fun. oh well..
anyway, droppin that depressing topic aside, there is another problem. while discussin on the taboo topic with yx, she began to call me dolly s she always enjoy to, n sth came to my mind, though i wonder if i should resort to that. in the end, i told her n calvin that if in the birthday, nothing happened, n no awkwardness between the 2, a happy ending, then they are at liberty to post my dolly pictures n video to fb n they can start calling me dolly instead of david.
yx asked then, if that means that i would hope that someone would touch on the topic- i replied otherwise- i m in a state that i would seriously not want my best friend to b depressed that i m willin enough to dispose those "atrocious" pictures of mine to the public. oh well, after all, i must admit that right now, he is considered top 1 in my best friend list (i dont know since when, though) that i m willin to sacrifice for him. n s i know that hs is his top dreamgirl, i would do all means possible to help him to court her. this does not mean that i think both of them are very compatible though. lol...
anyway, now i dread on seein those "atrocious" pics online, since i made the promise, n yx seem eager enough to ask calvin to post them to fb. i would jus at least ask them not to tag me. it wouldnt matter for the rest of b26 to view them already, actually. sigh... anyway, s long s everyone is happy, i should not mind being the only one depressed, rite? lol...
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