A Post of Heart and Love Across The Ocean

It's jus d second week n i begin to feel that the workload is increasing so much, i can hardly cope with it, esp with so many manga 2 read, n with the monsoon ducing sleep (been sleeping 10hrs a day). sigh, stil feel so lazy n dont feel like studying. yet, i need 2 b hardworking n ensure no more last minute work. sdl on wed, test next mon, n pbl on tue. havent even start any of it yet.

sighh... anyway, today i received a parcel from malaysia. within it r a card from jess n mother, n a notebook from sis n pei. b4 that, my day had been dull n bad- drenched in d rain 4 d whole day, with my sock wet all the time, n my umbrella was taken by some1 else. then went back 2 d room 2 notice a note requestin me to pick up a parcel from the office.

One look at the handwriting, n i knew that its from Grace Lee, confirmed by the Lorong Sungai Address. There is a note 2 ask me to guess the content, but one touch at it, i could easily figure out that its a book within it. but the post was so expensive-rm9.35. O.o

opened that parcel to reveal a card n a present. the card is from mother n jessica. as i read the content of the card, it really brought a huge smile on my face n melted my heart straight away, s i read what my beloved mother wrote to me. really really love it very much. =)

next, s i unwrapped the present, it is a quote book with a message from both my sisters. called them straight to thank them, only to find them surprised that it arrived within 1 week. they were told that it wil take 1 to 3 weeks, n they hoped that it wil arrive next week, but i think it doesnt matter. in fact, it may well be better this way. i really appreciate that very much.

on d other hand, i realized that lc n the others r already planning sth i guess for next week. at least, i know that they wil/ are having difficulty thinkin of a present. 2 say d truth, i quite hope that they would forget n not know bout my bday. after all, i already deleted my bday from fb last year, hopin that there wil b no celebration this year for me here.

it's coz i think i wil feel weird being celebrated by a bunch of frens n to receive a present from them. to b honest, i prefer giving present than to receive. after all, i dont like frens wasting money or time on me. of coz, i think this applies only to not-so-close fren, coz i told this feelin to a close fren last week, only to upset her very much. oh well, i think i can jus wait til next wed n see what happens then.

yesterday, khang also already proved that they knew bout it. we were discussing bout hs bday on 9th n he stressed that no matter what, 6th wil b more important. lol.. i know that he definitely dont mean that, i guess, but i acted dumb though, n asked in a puzzle tone bout whats the importance of that date. haha.. but i wil certainly prefer a quiet, cozy celebration jus between close frens, if not none.

actually now i quite dread that day from coming. i really hope that 5th wil jump straight to 7th, n i dont have to face that day. ><